Created Worlds

The World in the Eye of the Beholder

               The idea of how world shapes us as we shape the world is quite paradoxical. Who we are, our collective knowledge, comes from how we were raised in the world we lived in. It's natural for someone to develop and grow upon the world they lived in- to create their own. We live in a world that wishes to succeed in more efficient and effective ways than it's predecessor. We are raised with the hopes from our parents to live a better way of life than they did. Any healthy mind would aspire to the same simple dream to improve their life from where they started. What steps we take, and how these steps are taken ultimately will develop a new world of thinking and ethics. The world in which we live in is forever evolving in concepts, theories, ideas, laws/government, status quo, and ethics.

               Our Code of Ethics is the driving factor for all the changes made in the present world. Experience with the present ways of life drives improvement in what has or can make us feel weak. Ever evolving ethics are result of previous experiences society has had. It's very similar to the concept of destiny. What happened in the past determines what will happen in the present, and the present actions will determine the future. The only way to understand what will happen in the future is to completely under our past. -- Something that I strive to do, as of current, impossible.

               This impossible goal of mine gets me stuck in a trance. I find myself thinking thoroughly about strictly the past or the future. As for the past, I think about my past experiences, and the past of those who directly affect me. I do this in order to understand the future and find the most probable outcome of situations I face, or am going to be facing. When I think about the future I think far and deep into it. I plan the actions I have to take now to reach a certain end goal. Unfortunately, this leads me to anxiety attacks at times. It happens when I escalate too far into the future, and fear undesired results, or when I think of a pending future situation and think too far into the past convincing myself I am doomed for the upcoming situation.
               There is very little "middle-grounded" thinking, or in other words, thinking about just the present. It's ok to consider the past, to understand how to act upon the present world and get the desired future result. This is how your world will be observed- by the basis of your mentality. The outlook you have, and the present actions you take. I need to understand failure is ok; there will be other choices to be made when faced with a failure. Optimistic and present moment thinking is what will make up how you see the world. The world we live in is both created and influencing to and by us. Each owns reality is up to one's own mentality and perspective; it is in the eye of the beholder.